metAMOREphosis

So currently , I have been struggling with myself. It seems like I am very uncertain of things; decision-making in particular. I was just too anxious in everything i do. I try my best but end up in situations I really don't like to be a part of. Perhaps, I was just so afraid to fail and to be rejected as a result. But these are just a few of my issues. Recently, a friend opened up a problem to me,because I noticed her posting provoking statements in Facebook. And so I asked her.She stated that her thoughts were consuming her while she was alone. And suddenly I remembered a couple more friends who shared the same problem to me. And as I was contemplating on it, I associated it with my own dilemmas. And I thought that this could not be a coincidence. There might be a reason behind this. And so with my critical mind, I started to scrutinize and to research about it. At first I thought it was called midlife crisis, but turns it turns out that the proper name for it was ...

Haro evrywon! ( he he, just felt cute today) hmm, i just wanna share about my sudden passion for makeup... Ever since I was a child, I remember myself being very inclined with art. I always want to express myself through art and I do not want to settle for less. I was always excelling in academics, and perhaps that is why i could not really concentrate into my artsy side. I used to ask my dad to buy me paint and charcoal, but I was really young then, i had masterpieces but ended up losing them. Ha ha!  Anyways, I just thought that I never really gotten that deep into art. Also, being so girly as a child, I would often ask my mom to buy me those pressed powders and those pretty pink stuff. And yeah, that was my trade mark in my elementary years.The little (literally) girl with the chic attitude. As a conclusion, I say those were two factors that led me into my passion for makeup. I may have not pursued my painting passion but I ha...

Hmm ...  i heard so much about this blogging thing and i think i really should try this out. Being this not so outspoken yet principled person it would be a great help that i could just write out or shall i say type out all my insights and experiences during a period of time. I use to get this awful experiences and i have no one to talk to. I just don't have enough trust on people regarding my secrets or my feelings. I don't think they care and if they would i think it would just be a burden to them. i talk to God about these things bothering me but it is  always different to have an interactive conversation. Another is that from time to time i have these new observations about life and from these i formulate principles in life and i think it would be great to share it to someone else who might be needing some advise. As of now, i would still recall those moments worthy to share and just find out some more. Live, laugh and LOVE the most! God loves you ...